i used to be so weirded out by the fact that everyone takes notes in pen in college because that seems so permanent right, what if you mess up a word, youll have to scribble it out and live with ugly notes
now that i write in pen i realize that i no longer have the strength of will to push down a pencil hard enough to make legible marks. im literally too dead inside to use a pencil. pen is the only way to make proof of my existence at this point
"You promised you’d be there for me. And you’re gone, just like everyone else, you just left. Like I was nothing, like I am nothing."
my new favorite thing
- ashton: [smiles flirtatiously] hi calum
- calum: [smiles flirtatiously] hi ashton
- ashton: [twirls hair] hi calum
- luke: [weirded out] ...
- calum: HI ASHTON
- ashton: HEEHEE HI CALUM